The job I lost
I worked in the private sector as a clinical social worker for over 25 years. The salaries of the positions I held barely paid the bills. In 2008 I decided to accept a State position as I was hoping for a job that offered a better salary and what I thought would be some security. I was laid off a year ago due to budget cuts.
What it's like being unemployed
It is rather surreal being unemployed for this long. I find myself very anxious all of the time although I try to disguise it as best as I can from others. I don't like to see anyone or go anyplace but I force myself to do the things I need to do. I look for work every day on the Internet but it all seems rather hopeless. Being in my 50's presents challenges as there aren't many jobs in this area to begin with and the jobs that are advertised are entry level/low pay. I feel as if I have wasted my life to end up in this position at my age. Going through hard times once again is difficult. Life has worn me down. I never feel happy but I have to pretend to be for the sake of others. I am very isolated which I know isn't good but I don't want to be with others. Thank goodness for my dogs ... they keep be focused and provide companionship.
Advice
- Do the best you can to find ways to lift your spirits. Know that some days/weeks are going to be tougher than others. Do not allow others judgments to affect you. Some people don't understand the reality for those of us unemployed at this difficult time. Take care of yourself!
